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It is fun to look at odds.  Not how odd you are but what are your odds at anything and why.  If you have a lottery ticket and it is the only ticket the odds are you will win.  Odds are great if you have the only ticket but you only need the winning ticket.  If you win often you are part of a smaller sample—the group of winner and your odds are better for winning again than the pool of folks with tickets.  We live in a universe where events occur at random.  When you show up and personalize the experience of living here you gain your ticket.  But in a random environment, sometimes you win and sometimes you lose.  If you notice that you lose, and perhaps several times in sequence, you may thus be able to justify defining you as a loser.  Powerful move and you win—or rather you are now part of a group that never wins by design and you continue to lose.  Don’t ever win or you will be kicked out of this group.  If you win one time you move to the magic group of folks that are a winner at least one time.  Perhaps the same group that dies only one time.  Congratulations!

The average person can affect a REG (random event generator) by around 1%.  That is like a coin toss but without the coin—yields 1 or 0 from quantum noise.  A trained “psychic” with a strong focus of attention can affect it by around 2% and a group of “like minded folks” with a single focus can accomplish 14%.  On Sept. 11, 2001 the REGs around the world logged a series of hits on one side (1 or 0) just before the plane hit in New York City.  The odds are 60,000 to one that anything could affect one machine that much.  The focus of 60,000 people would not have changed that outcome; a wake-up-call for at least 60,001 people to pay attention to their focus to secure a “win” on America soil.  Here is proof that if anyone injects enough energy they can affect the odds.

A small post-it on your mirror may not be sufficient.  Log every event in your life and play full-on to win.  Watch the log and if losses outnumber wins add more attention—fuel with energy.  It is alright to cheat.  Don’t log serious stuff that you only have a small part in—like your dog getting hit by a car.  But to be authentic at some point every event will count.  Not possible to win every time but having the words “here lies a winner” on your tombstone is a profound oxymoron.  Now that is odd!

Chriss

I recall in college physics calculating total force and direction within a geometrical shape filled with little arrows pointed in an array of directions and each assigned a different value or force.  We live in a universe like this model that is chaotic and non-lateral with the sum total value of force equal to zero.  Nothing is more important than anything else otherwise we would all be dependent on whatever that is.  This would be sufficient as a snapshot of a random system but our universe is also redundant or fractal; a special window that emanates in a chaotic system.  To be able to create (digital) or maintain (analog) a balance of zero the system must be aware of itself.  Every living thing would have a flow, flash or field of creation and another for feedback.  We often read about ascending and descending columns of energy in living things and I believe that is what authors are referring to.  As a facilitator if I attend to or invoke this range of energy into a room, students can feel and some “see” these adjacent columns of force or at least a representation for them.  Play with it!

Last month I blogged about interpersonal relationships, a defined space where energy moved as a force (communication) between participating folks—this expression of forces also had a point of balance.  Too much or too little force may be seen in the body/field as a twist or torque.   This opens the doorway for “healing” or adjusting this imbalance of force.  For fun I labeled interpersonal relationships as bumping and stated that a healthy focus should be on the journey and not the destination.  Focus on destination creates a data base for learned stimulus/response; useful ability but not supportive to the nature of relationships.

In our system of creation torque produces the sensation of time.  Too much force produces a torque or spin that yields the time to process the energy over a longer period.  Information in a computer flash drive is stored in “spin.”  Less force compresses time and we feel anxious or impatient.  For more information on “density of time” or torsion (spin) see the work of Dr. Nikolai Kozyrev.  The important point here is with your story about creation the healthy focus should be the destination and not the journey.  The path is always about time—not enough or too much time.  The destination is your presence now—creation.  Remember, wellness is a story or consciousness congruent with reality.  We are both a creation now and we will have fun together for a time.  Your language expresses how you assign value—stay healthy.

Just for fun I invite you to entertain the concept that remote healing is over time and not over distance.  A “healing” is a creation now and if directed elsewhere there is no evidence of journey or loss of time—lots of scientific research to back this up.  With creation any time lost in distance is compressed to zero time and therefore the healing is instantaneous irrelevant of distance.  Fun if you have time!

Chriss

We bump into a tree, a person or just about anything and we believe we are of “this world.”  The body sensation of bumping into becomes a reference for “our relationship” to this growing collection of stuff bumped into and this is important to us because this is proof that we are part of the stuff and not some made up abstract idea.  Being part of the stuff that is real or valid supports our belief that our concept of self is valid.  The fact that all the stuff we bump into is abstract doesn’t count or reduce the fact that it is evidence for our objectification.  The stuff, the bumping and the concept of self are all random and an event in a moment in time—but if we can “make up” that we are and “make up” the evidence for the fact that we are we have a game with valid players and rules about bumping and being.  All this is good and fun and what else do we have to do with the time we “make up.”

Like Monopoly, it is a game about locations and being first to land on a location, being a banker, or being lucky could win you all the locations.  You could even cheat and that would be great if you gained all the locations and people would still continue to play with you.  But when someone has all the locations, or at least most or the “right” locations at the “right” time the game is over.  But if there were some form of interpersonal relationships after the game it would be about the moves, luck, shrewdness, etc.  A conversation about who had all the locations or who won is valid but not a topic for long deep interpersonal conversations unless you are always the winner but then you have no friends and no one to play another game with.  In a random universe you could win some of the games, sometimes more than others, but if you could win all the time by definition you would not be in a random universe.  No such game in this universe—got it!

Having a conversation about what it felt like to land on Boardwalk with no money, or with enough money to buy and construct a hotel now is a chat about bumping, the base meaning of the experience of life, and not a location.  It is hard to define the term location as used in this model.  Latitude and longitude is the way we usually define location—a place on a map.  “I’m a nice person” is also a location.  This is a perception and the true statement should be, “I believe I’m a nice person” and most of the time there is adequate demonstration (you act a certain way) to support the belief.  The fact that you are at times a nice person, however, does not support the declaration that defines you as “a nice person” but only as a nice person some of the time.  A nice person some of the time is about bumping, an event in space and time and not an absolute truth about you as an object—“a nice person.”  In a conversation about bumping we share value and experience that may not be valid with the focus on location.  If you land on my property you pay me is the game and I don’t need to hear about your problem.  The rules don’t go very deep below the playing board.

You manage the game of life with your attention and I recommend you attend to the depth of feeling you discover from bumping, we refer to this as semantics, and not from winning stuff which is always the end of the game.  I like the game of life but I don’t win very often and don’t have much stuff.  I have lots of stories about bumping and most of them full of emotions from the bumping event.

I’m sorry, I know I just bumped into you but I don’t recall where you said you were from.  I guess that is not important now but it was great bumping into you and perhaps we will do this again.

Chriss

We live in a world that is basically a digital energy experience.  Everything blinks!  Yes, there are analog expressions—sustained sounds, memory and energy express in bursts or quantum’s appearing sustained.  But the same science that tells us our world is digital informs us that our minds mostly process analog.  In other words, we attend to the limited analog expressions more than the majority digital ones.  And obviously we blink in-and-out quite fast—we never notice the absence but we humans demonstrate a reaction to this cycle of energy; booting up and diminishing.  In any event the amount of energy present could be appropriate to create the event; too much which appears as an abusive reaction to the creation or too little feeling like an abandonment or inadequate energy to produce enough sustained presence to support the created event.

Our world is also a chaotic energy space producing some properties that we should take a moment to look at.  It is totally random but every event that we experience brings along with it an increased probability that this event could repeat; grouping or repetition emanates from any chaotic system. For example, your chance of getting struck by lightning increases after you are struck once.  An event is a moment or a collection of moments along a theme.  Your birthday may be an event or the day may be a collection of events along a theme—happy birthday.  The fact that you, or someone, celebrated your first birthday, or just your birth, increased the probability that you may have a repetition or string of birthday celebrations during your lifetime.  The “magic” power in this system is the phenomena that a focus of attention for a sufficient period of time may produce repetition.  Yes, we live in an unstable world that is random and yet we perceive it as a congruent personal and singular powerful unique experience created around and for the perception of self.  Now that is a very funny game.

But there is more fun to be had—if you focus your attention on events with too much energy—soon most all events will be to some degree abusive and you become an abuser.  You will not think you are abusive but your judgment toward a person projecting energy (attention) toward you affects them even if unaware of your judgment.  Your subconscious sets up the above event and produces a demonstration in real time and space that qualifies as a “truth.”  You notice that someone personally has an attitude projected toward you and you judge that as unfair, mean, unjust or just not called for.  And all this is true and you never did anything to them to deserve this treatment.  Go ahead and wake them; they deserve it.  Now we can keep score in the game of life and see who is winning.  But the system doesn’t wish to win, only produce balance and it would do that if you had not chosen to attend to one side of the pendulum swing.

My favorite side of this pendulum swing is abandonment.  Thank you for sending me a birthday card but I will not remember your birth-date unless I’m visiting you around your birthday and you remind me.  If you take it personal there is proof positive that I don’t like you and I’m not a kind loving person like you.  Because I’m such a jerk you decide to never talk to me again.  From my side of the swing I would never notice the intentional abandonment and expect it to be normal—everyone abandons me I guess, but I don’t recall who they were.  If they put more energy into communication with me the out-picturing would be the same.  I need a schedule or I would never remember we booked a meeting and for me none of that is personal.  I do remember the people I don’t wish to ever meet again (too much energy in presence) but all of you that I enjoy I can abandon.  If you are reading this blog and you take it personal; please don’t contact me.  If you just enjoy the concept know that I love you but I don’t recall who you are.  Are we cool?

Chriss

A couple contacted me professionally because the husband was having a dream that repeated nightly and the experience was frightening him.  He was making errors in judgment, being absentminded and frequently late; a total departure from his “normal.”  While describing his dream in detail I invoked (called into present moment) the energy of the dream and nothing lit up in his field.  If you report someone else’s story and have no personal experience in the event you will not engage energetically (good way to catch a lie).  You may have a reaction after the telling, like my client did after he had time to personalize but the dreams did not wake him and no energy in the report.  Lots of energy when he started to worry that something was wrong with him.  Also, there were no events around the time his dream sequence began nor any details in the dream that were familiar to him.  It was not his dream!

Desperate, the rather skeptical guy accepted my diagnosis and agreed to perform a simple meditation of “grounding the idea of self” into his body every night before falling asleep.  This solved his problem and he did eventually confirm that the man living in the apartment opposite his bedroom wall was having the exact same dream that he shared for a time.

If one emotionally ill person’s dream can affect a strong person just by being near, how are you affected by all the good folks that intentionally wish you “well?”  People that “hate” you have very little power over you because most their energy is consumed by supporting the state of being—I hate; not an easy human state to support and it does not come naturally.  But I love you or I care is far more powerful for destruction.

I’ve had numerous clients over the years whose life unraveled because someone or some group was praying for them.  Lot of power in prayer and I think it is great if your prayers are congruent with the life choices of the person you are prayer for.  What does “have a Merry Christmas and blessings for the New Year” mean to the person that greets you at this year’s end?  Wise to start “grounding in your body with the idea of self” and don’t miss anyone on your list that loves you.

Chriss

China is a large and beautiful country.  The old folks are rude and impatient in crowds and lines but most of the inhabitants are friendly and respectful.  What I did learn from my first trip in 1984 was to not visit countries where the food is poor quality.  I love Chinese food but their meat was more like American poor quality stew meat that is not trimmed very well and has lots of bones everywhere.  Their standard in my opinion was what I would perceive as bad Chinese food here.  I lived on rice during my first trip.  Today the food is much better but I rate prepared dishes as something I would serve someone I cared for.  Only three dishes in 23 days did I judge as good enough to offer you.  I’m sure my fellow travelers held a more positive opinion but I watched them eat pancakes for breakfast and seek out familiar looking Western dishes for lunch and dinner.  I would never go to China for the food.

Over the last 27 years China has expanded with a plethora of skyscrapers, high priced condos, toll roads, millions of new cars and shopping malls; lots of wealth in China today.  The pace is slower than America but millions of people everywhere.  Condos rent from 800 to 3,000 dollars per square foot and the “projects” for the low income are condos with a little over 200 square feet allocated for a family unit.  Tibet was the biggest shocker.  More people visit Tibet each year than the total population of Tibetans.  The sweet simple people and chanting monks are fading.  New airport, toll roads and lots of high-rises are the signs of progress and support from China along with armed military.  I will continue to check the labels in our stores and avoid anything made in China.

I know “new-age” folks think of Tibetans, similar to American Indians, as spiritual.  All humans have experience with nature mysticism somewhere in their past.  A slow developing culture with high levels of poverty, illiteracy, ill-health and antiquated rituals will develop or perish.  It is a wonderful dream that a group of people could hold on to old values somewhere but we know from history that this just does not happen.  I pray the transition is peaceful for both the Tibetans and our American Indians.

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As a small child I was challenged with bronchial problems and had pneumonia six times in nine years.  I was not a happy “traveler.”  None of this sickness stuff was in the brochure.  My immediate family members were not exactly models for the joy of wellness.  Mom smoked, my aunt was a drunk, grandma was a religious fanatic, grandpa was very over weight, my father was dead and his family was aloof.  What was a five year old to do?  I was too young to escape and had no idea how to end the threat of suffering.  To top off the experience my mother took me to a doctor where I was told I had an allergy to 40 different food items which I needed to avoid for the rest of my life.  In a game like this how do you find your power?

For a child power feels like you have a voice and you get it your way (at least some of the time).  Your way may not be ideal but you pick within the parameters available.  I knew nothing of allergies but I could see energy.  I started “giving up” food that did not produce a visual indication of an energy increase.  Like most people from German stock we ate a lot of pork but this protein did not light-up with an energy increase in your field when you consumed it.  I gave up pork (as best I could) at five.  I also gave up onions which put me in the hospital and tomatoes that produce a rash on my body.  None of these were rules or dogma but only research.  I’m sure the doctor was correct with his diagnoses but there is no power in doing what you are told and even less in denial.  It was my game now and the foundation of my first personal discipline.

Obviously this research was not very sophisticated but I was developing cognitive skills as I sampled.  Around age six I ate a cherry pie and got a blast of energy.  I had no knowledge of the effect of sugar and ate a whole cherry pie every day for weeks until I felt the up/down sugar cycle in my body.  I knew that sugar must go but it has not been an easy task over the years.  I still play this game and lately abandoning “dishwater” soup, potatoes and bread.  Bread is also not easy.

Some of the foods demonstrated low energy but I did not give them up because they were tabled frequently.  As I continued to consume them over time the energy output increased.  I learned that your relationship with the food can increase its energy potential.  But other foods that had adverse effects in my young body are still a challenge sixty years later.  May be an associated emotion piece or just chemistry; I’m still doing research.

One morning on a hot summer day at Boy Scout camp I was headed out with cash in hand to pay for a fun round of archery.  I stopped at the store and spent the money instead on a soda.  Addiction is a horrible feeling and I never drank another soda after that day.  It is very inspiring to pursue great tasks but I recommend that before you occupy Wall Street you accept the small task of managing your cravings for a Snicker bar.  Build a strong foundation first for your discipline if you wish not to live a life of reaction to whatever patterns may run you.

Chriss

I was twelve and off to Woolworths to get my first pet.  I had experience being custodian for other people’s pets and for hand-me down pets but this was my first by choice.  I purchased a miniature alligator.  Fred was so cool and not a typical warm fuzzy.  Three months later filled with devotion, care and feeding, Fred grew two inches.  Not going to be a long term relationship.  On a family outing to a local college I relocated Fred to a large pond.

Six years later I was attending a week of orientation before the start of my first year as a student at the college where Fred was abandoned.  On the first day of that week I observed the humane society removing a large alligator from a pond on campus that had devoured all the ducks over the years and was now chasing students.  I looked the captured ’gater in the eyes, not sure it was Fred but I’m sure the critter had no affinity for me.  I unwound each night of the orientation week by this same pond reading Pythagoras.

Spirit is not a thing but a theme.  For example the spirit of adventure or the spirit of fun are broad themes and “the spirit of St. Louis”, is an airplane. The number 0 or No Number is all potential but not a spirit or theme (except maybe spirit of creation).  The number one is a unit but as a spirit, created in the likeness of, would be a range of value from 1 to 1.9999…  A unit is a limitation of the all potential along a theme or spirit.  Where two or more are gathered in my name, the sum of two units along a common theme or spirit equal to the range from 2 to 3.9998…  The communion of two units in practice demonstrates the potential of being greater than the sum of the part—we have amplification or growth from communion.  The baptism or development of the one unit has potential in spirit, communion has greater range and ordination, relationship to 0, has all potential.  Ordination is the art of abandoning the unit, internal self, to experience the potential the external No Number has to offer.

What I learned from my first pet was the need to abandon the expectation, flex and open to potential.  Get out of the way and empty to discover the potential that only No Number or 0 has available.  Wise they stopped marketing miniature alligators as pets because most were destroyed but Fred gained in Life experience from his abandonment.

What this may mean for you is that you can work with your concept of self but you may develop quicker in groups or classes.  However group training has the “common vice of impermanence.”  You may get to sample more in groups but you still need to process the sample or make it personal.  This takes time and often alone time.  The ultimate goal is to get out of ego but only to improve sampling and what you sample most be brought home to the “unit”, ego or self for “permanence” again to develop new potential.  This level of work requires some skills that most be discovered; not inherently part of self.  The above observations are the nature of my work and in the foundations of my training programs.  The range of life and death is “the spirit of creation” and the terrain you need to master to discover potential or a larger relationship with Life; I am.

Chriss

Early in the nineties I lived in Long Beach and started up some classes at a community center building.  The space didn’t work out as I envisioned because the energy at the facility was invasive.  Invasive in sound because a square dance class shared the space next door.  Invasive in layout continuity because every week the room was set up in a different way—mostly as needed for storage.  Invasive due to poor management because I was moved several times to a different room during the term of use due to their double-booking the space.   I relocated my endeavor into Sunday school classroom space at a local Christian Church.  This new space was consistent, clean and reliable, and the energy was very neutral.  I was surprised because I anticipated a “heavy” religious energy.  My student population expanded so fast that I outgrew the room in six months.  I give credit for this success to the energy set; the set didn’t bring in more students but it did reduce my resistance to growth.  Often the nature of support is helping us get out of our own way.  Look at my story how “invasive energy” produced my failing, it had to be my resistance that made it personal and gave the facility the power to defeat my endeavor.  But my success at the Sunday school also moved me on to another space.  Perhaps we need to look deeper at setting an energy space.

At the Christian Church I met Bob the business manager.  He appeared a little stiff and “pious” but was very attentive to my requests for room set-up and took notes.  Never saw him again while I was renting the room but all my needs were fulfilled.  Bob noted my classes on their Church program each week and on their mail-out monthly newsletter which was sent to me unsolicited—I assume part of the rental package.  After I moved on the newsletters continued and I saw a request posted from Bob for help with his job.  He had surgery and couldn’t lift anything for a couple weeks but would be present to direct.  I volunteered and worked with him for two days.  He had a notebook for his tasks every day of the week and we adhered to it religiously.  Bob was disciplined, detail orientated and time aware but fun to be around and hear stories about people he knew and had experienced over the years.  The real magic was Bob’s ritual at the completion of each of his tasks.  He would pause and pray, “Whatever I have done here was intended to unite the Creator with the person using this space and I only ask that my energy and efforts be removed from this space.”

I may entertain different concepts about Life from Bob but I do admire his act of humility with his little prayer.  I always set the energy in a room for my talks or classes boldly from my own sense of power and now I understand how that action made me vulnerable to “energy invasion.”  Bob is correct; you do get what you pray for.

Chriss

My blogs have been a report on my childhood experience for two reasons.  One is in response to questions concerning where my concepts originated and, second, because I don’t think there was ever any special events or skills, only a curious child that preferred isolation.  This curious nature lead me to explore and observe; alone time provided for noncompetitive thought.  The energy I observed was valid because other kids saw the same thing and the communication I heard was my private game.  Adults could not be trusted to seriously entertain any subjective report on the movement of energy.

It was just a game—this report is a projection many years later by a mature mind.  Normal experience for a human is to observe an event (a captured perception in a moment of time) and record it in associated memory (i.e. like or similar events) or make up a story to add enough energy to save as an independent event (a question, oddity, peculiar) until personal classification are created to store as memory.  Unfortunately, the first parameter above discounts the uniqueness of the event and the second creates a belief to isolate and suspend.  Yes, with the first we lose depth and the second we may become stuck defending.  This is normal but a very poor game.  My little game sorted events according to what a perceived “glow” or input of energy created.  True, this too is a made-up story but “events are created by energy” is a more productive story than “I can’t”; “I’m the best”; “hard work is the answer”; etc.  Creation or God is all potential (everything you can imagine) and a series of event perceptions (making the moment personal) are the steps to enriching our relationship with the whole of Creation from our limited starting point of personality or personal self.

Articulating a request and being denied was, and still is very disappointing.  I learned to entertain an idea, put a lot of energy into it and move it into someone’s field.  Invasive and poor psychic manners but it worked.  For example, I might think about going to a movie with as much details and feeling as I could muster.  I would move the glow that this created within my field to my mother’s field.  She would become inspired with the idea of going to a movie and ask if I was interested.  Cool trick but I had a cousin and every time I attempted my little game with him it failed.  He would be inspired, as in the above example, to go to the movies but never invite me.  I had to resort to making a request and face the risk of denial.

In my teens I finally got that any idea energized and imposed onto another feels like a demand.  The energy of expectation doesn’t allow for a “no.”  Request still has the risk of denial but you can cheat.  If you energize an idea and move it external (remove all personal references—it is not about you) it becomes an inspired potential linked to Creation (similar to an advertisement).  Going to be a lot of folks at the movies tonight because they all got inspired—God must have talked to them all and you just reduced your chance of “request rejection.”  I think this is part of what I have been teaching as a “mock-up.”  Master this and see me about PTP Training.

Chriss