A Stream

June 28th, 2017

Can you imagine having no form and being somewhere in weird formless void?  You could be a thought, a comparative thought rather than competitive thought.  Human children seem to arrive in form with comparative awareness for which Fisher Price has made a fortune.  A comparative thought would not need to be an element of space and time (object), but it would need a consideration that something preempted such a state of being—a creation for potential to be.  Such an act would by design be impersonal and timeless or there would exist a preference (bias) rather than a potential to compare.  A comparative though would be essential if you were to select a preference.  Of course, choosing a potential would be the only act you could orchestrate and you could perform such a task by attention to that partiality.  Consider attention as a state of consciousness characterized by a concentration on a single thought, especially one preferentially selected from a complex, with a view to limiting or clarifying receptivity by narrowing the range of stimuli (dictionary reference).  I consider that such a level of concentration would generate compression leading to form but if you’re uncomfortable with that, we could at least agree that it would produce a force.

Potential is the capacity of being or becoming.  Aware is the state or condition of having knowledge; consciousness.  The root for the word aware is wary or cautious.  The force has become an energy that has moved the potential into a range from known to new; out of a redundancy or survival.  Now we have a game that may lead to experience, the state of having done something.  To maintain the initial state of balance from being potential without preference, all potential would need to be energized into a chaotic deterministic state—still in balance but activated (modeled after but independent of the creation state—a movement from timeless).  Each created potential would those become a vector, an expression of force with a directional arrow.  An attention to a preference in potential would direct a comparative thought into an energy force that I call a “stream.”  Can you imagine being a stream of energized potential with a starting point and a direction?

I envision compression because I believe form is coded by torque or particle spin which sufficient compression would cause.  The number of streams may be finite but within the containment (again, compression) of a potential each stream would be near infinite (all possible within range).  A moving stream needs to deal with speed bumps and distractions.  When humans experience such they torque, get ill and adrift of their stream (or path); my view.  Perhaps this is a large enough splash for one month.  Next month we will explore the potential of a meandering stream.









Another Complection

May 22nd, 2017

Special thanks to all of The Order of The Ascended Rose staff and teachers.  Because of your diligence I was able to initiate the Preceptorial Training Program and the Advanced Healing Techniques Program.  Fun programs and they both continued for a time after OAR closed down.  Three years ago I taught the final Healing program and dumped the material, handouts, notes, etc.  The last two folks in the PTP program should have graduated in September of 2016 but instead we have our final meeting this May.  I have closed that program but saved the core of the material to design the Preceptorial.org site next winter.  Perhaps another fun adventure and a chance to share again with past staff and teachers.

The goal of Preceptorial Training was to provide folks with an opportunity to learn that a reaction is not a choice.  Power is the ability to perceive two or more options and choice a preference; consciously.  All choices bear consequences and the most important fact may just be making the choice.  When I started PTP my vision was to provide four post-PTP Graduate retreats.  The events started out as a Spring Break retreat weekend but the topics were too large to do in a single weekend.  I attempted to split the topics but difficult to hold continuity for two events a year apart.  I redefined the four topics as four week-long meditation retreats.  Great when at a retreat location away from home but weak when done close to home to accommodate folks price-wise.  The 2016 Spring Break Retreat was beyond the range of the four topics and I only did it because I got inspired by some of Ken Wilber’s events.  The 2017 Spring Break was the final PTP event and an in-depth version of the 2016 event.  We are now done!

As closure to the Preceptorial Program I would like to comment on the need for the four follow-up topics.  These created more confusion and questions than anything else in the body of work.  As a metaphor, imagine talking a friend into purchasing a hand gun.  They might gain a sense of power and security with their new acquisition.  For sure they will need to increase their attention.  This act alone should make them more conscious and accountable for their actions.  An unconscious reaction with a gun places you in the realm of a shadow experience.  You may have lost control but you are still accountable.  Two much structure may also blind-side a person.  There is no perfection in the human experience and even less in the unconscious habitual side.  If you follow all the rules with attention on the rules and not the gun you are open to shadow also.  You have to be present all the time.  To make that stipulation you need to perceive a value for your relationship to and with a weapon.  A value may establish a state of you being a conscious pistol shooting enthusiast.  These four topics complete the work and secure the range and potential for you to fulfill your initial vision when joining PTP.  Thanks—it has been fun.


Happy Webinar

April 25th, 2017

I know I retired, but I miss saying the same thing over and over in a different way each time hoping that someone might get enough inspiration to produce a demonstration in life called happy.  We do all wish to be happy.  I learned my secret from my mother.  I think she was happy when she complained and the family loved her spotlight on what needed to be done.  We all need to learn to be done.

My present complaint story is that we humans need to be done with the outdated group cultural guidance and embrace the new package.  To a great degree we are in fact doing just that but with a lot of resistance.  The old psychic saying: The greater the resistance the bigger the truck wreck.  Wake up and read the news, we now have a truck wreck and more trucks are en route.  I’m happy because I’m old and retired but the rest of you need to embrace the new cultural theme and raise a creative process that may assist the resistance group to abandon the now dysfunctional past.  Stop the trucks!

If none of this makes any sense it is because it is all unconscious; and that fact  does not liberate you from the effect of the event.  The good news is, if it can affect your state of being then your action in being may affect it.  Now we have a game and games are fun.  I’m happy and I love to play games so I’m going to facilitate a webinar for one plus hours a month with techniques to “Survive  the new cultural premise and secure done with the last one.”  I’m not getting any younger so perhaps we can complete this in a year and get everyone happy.  I know I will be happy because I’m going to charge you something.  But just in case you are a little like my mother was, I will field one e-mail a month from you with your complaints or questions.  Of course, if you can join in at the scheduled time for the webinar you may also ask questions live.  We are all going to be happy and have fun.

Load a free application from zoom.us to prepare for the webinar. The first of the twelve webinars will be May 16th at 1 PM PST and you will get an invitation with a code to enter the event.  If you don’t get an invitation—it is not because I don’t like you—I’m just getting old, but I would be happy to send you an invitation in reply to your e-mail—just make the request.  This first one is free; are you happy now?  The next eleven are $15 each paid in advance (you need a new code each time) or $100 for all eleven in one payment.  You may send me a check (8016 NE 30th Ave. Vancouver WA 98665) or use PayPal on the side bar.  If you’re not retired like I am you may be busy working at the scheduled time for the event.  When each webinar is over I will post a video copy on my private YouTube channel and send the link to all the folks that paid.  I will add a page to my website (wizardscache.com) that will have the projected schedule for the series, hopefully a copy of the first video and some notes as needed.  Wait a week after the webinar and then send me your one e-mail with any question(s) related to the content.  I will field your question(s) and this process will continue for the remaining months.  I’m happy to be of service.


Time for a Habit

March 3rd, 2017

Recall please the nature of the particle/wave relationship from science.  Testing (expectation) determines the state of a unit of energy.  With a particle (object) you have something doing nothing; and with a wave (force) doing anything possible to nothing.  (Reality is the expectation that most energies perceived are objects.)  The nature of creation is pure potential in a state of equilibrium with no demonstration (preference, bias, action, movement).  However, in this static state the streams of potential could be defined (sorted), without movement or position, of course.  We would still have no actions or locations.  Toss this into a deterministic chaotic system (our universe) and we get vectors marking the possible directions and locations of all the streams of potential.  Still no action but a perception of locations to support movement (reference point).  A preference would be a demonstration in “time” of a you (or I) with attention to a preferred stream of potential and that would yield a location associated with the stream.  All of this exists in a state, a chaotic case, in equilibrium.  At the moment of bifurcations (right time) the you/I could insert with its attention a preference (choice) and then we would have a game.

The stream now moving along a chosen path is programmed with linear spin and now we enter the human life game.  Yes, no idea what the you/I could be as an object but I could imagine a force with drive to sway a choice.  I believe that it could be possible to play with every occurrence in a stream of potential as a force.  In the human life game, obviously along with the inception of form is a certain level of objectification.  Transference from the state as a wave to the state as an object establishes entropy and the game ends before all potential is realized.  The way of the grasshopper.

The skill you will need to play this game of life would be a span of attention long enough to generate a state of force; the power to execute a choice (capable of operating from any of the options) and the discipline with awareness to execute your choices from being present as a thread in the stream of your potential and not a shadow produced by a distraction in the stream (perhaps you at a different moment in time).  Practice in securing parameters and past experience (real or imagined) are essential along with the skill to relate to other humans and differentiate their potential stream choices from options within your stream.  Others are a very large source of distraction because we are such social creatures.  In other words, we need to pay attention because the actions of the person next to us will have an effect on us, realizing it consciously or not.  This is a fun game with the end result being the same no matter how well you play—we all die with the best players perhaps gaining a few moments of time.  Enjoy the time spent in the habit of being you.


Levels of Healings

February 20th, 2017

If you are in the habit of frequently misplacing your keys, you might try a key tray or key rack and locate it by your entry door.  If this proves successful for you and alters the old habit you could say that the change was supported by a shamanic healing.  A ritual to change a dysfunctional habit.

If you are in the habit of running out the door with a mental list of places and tasks to accomplish but find that the first distraction empties your short term memory queue, try tagging your list items with external associations.  For example, assemble the list points in your head with a reference to the order of their logical progression of distance or a sequence of appropriate “times” that are most effective.  If these external attached references anchor the list points you could say that this change was supported by a healing from the magical realm.  Assigning internal thoughts to external symbols for structure.  Any external point is a symbol and the associations are assignments.

Are you in the habit of building a great story of success from your envisioned future plans?  Perhaps in a nostalgic moment you notice that rarely do you fulfill the visions in your stories.  From scientific research, you might expect a 1 1/2% to 2% change that a human might implement.  Stories are a design piece (software) to entertain (consider possible) or justify.  We create a story to perceive a new potential in our life and then another to justify not producing a demonstration for the prospective.  Inspired, you schedule daily meditations for yourself to reflect on your latest story and re-frame it congruent with your past demonstrations plus a “pinch” to seed as probable.  You could consider this a psychic healing.  The art of observing the flow of energy as a story unfolds; congruency.

Life as an illusion does not allude to the absence of reality, only to the deception of what we perceive as reality.  We learn to translate our sensory data and produce an internal image of what could be an authentic presentation of reality.  Do you get it?  From the childhood days of developing formal operational systems, possibility has led reality because it needs to.  Our relationship to the perception of life is at best a possibility; the most probable possibility.  We then corrupt or at least influence our data with expectation.  We literally filter out most alternate representations to maintain a story or imagine congruency with expectation.  We learn to believe!  If you start to put belief aside for that most probable image of self and learn to discover the possibility for you to perceive self in a different way you would have trumped the limits of reality and opened  the gateway to a profound new probable you.  You could consider this a healing from Chriss—nothing to do with me but I would be happy to take credit or blame.

I intend to start teaching, or presenting concepts again, but on the web.  I taught most of my life and operated as a not-for-profit corporation in Southern California for over 14 years before retiring.  Like a retired actor that reports missing their audience, I miss the interaction with students and the inspiration they provide in my life.  Watch here for announcements and schedule for the launch in the next month or two.



What do angels feel?

January 20th, 2017

Jean Piaget did one of his now famous experiments with a group of children and recorded the results.  A year later he did the same experiment with the same children; now a year older.  His premise was that the results would be different because of their development in psychological structures.  He was of course correct in his assumption and what struck me was the fact that the children, after viewing the results from the year’s previous experience, denied that it ever happened.  It was not just a lack of memory, they could not envision themselves thinking in such “an obvious incorrect way.”  Piaget went on to prove that the different structures each year build to form the operational development of intelligence.  Growth builds states of being with structure and not social calendars—consciousness is a statement framed in the “moment now.”

Somewhere around my age 5 or 6 I interacted with a young girl in such a sad state of loss because her grandmother had passed.  This affected me deeply and I couldn’t shake the feeling.  Later I asked my grandmother why good people die.  She explained that God rewards good people by taking them into heaven so they don’t need to suffer anymore on Earth.  Yes, the default answer for all existential questions at the time.  None of this made sense to me but everyone accepted that answer, even the sad little girl I shared it with—I felt better.

In our world today a 9 year old girl named Olive reported: “Everybody’s got it all wrong.  Angels don’t wear halos anymore.  I forget why, but scientists are working on it.”  Cute story and it reminded me of a conversation I had with a 9 year old boy just after his ill mother died.  I asked him why did this happen.  His response was that the doctors had not found a cure yet but they were working on it and soon kids wouldn’t lose their mom’s anymore.  Same existential question but the story is changing.

There is a stream in the human development of interaction and value similar to the stream in the development of human intelligence.  We are likewise affected and we filter the tiers from our conscious stories.  All of this works fine and no problems to solve or any tasks to perform.  We are refining states of being.  But I’ve been troubled with a sense of meaning in how I felt since around age 5 that the filters just don’t eliminate.  I believe that great people had in common a sense of these emanating elements and this accelerated at least part of their development.  This feeling of value or meaning may merit attention in preference to the denial of change.  This is the heart of my years of teaching.


The End, Again

December 11th, 2016

We are looking at the end of another annual cycle with hopefully time for review and reflection.  A good theme for my last blog this year and a chance also for completion with a task.  It has been over a year past since I had a request to comment on emotions.  As a teacher I try to avoid talking about that subject, not because it is any more complicated, but because folks have strong beliefs that they are more than willing to defend.  I tend to think differently than most of my peers, and that is fine with me and them.  I don’t expect anyone to accept my views and I appreciate their courtesy in hearing me out, but with emotions, most folks are closed minded.  Growth is the process of overcoming the safety of familiar to discover potential.  Here is a very short overview of my thoughts on emotions; consider this your Holiday gift.

I interpret emotions as an awareness of energy flow through the body.  There is never a point in time in a living human being where there is not a flow of energy; normally a level of flow produced by a combination of elements with different responses to the increases and decreases of the level depending on its proximity to threshold.  There are at least two main categorizes in this conversation: requested energy and triggered energy.  When you perceive a value in the world and wish to act on that perception, either positive or negative, based on your cognitive evaluation the request flows energy to produce the demonstration.  A triggered flow is a reaction from your nervous system which is structured in two parts.  The somatic nervous system has to do with our senses; it takes in information from the world outside and acts on the world around us.  The autonomic nervous system is the one that produces the stimulated responses that many associate with emotional.  The “hot” responses are sympathetic or high expenditure of energy and the “minimal” responses are parasympathetic or conserving.  I like the theory put forth by George Mandler, Professor of Psychology of the University of California that this phenomenon is keyed by a discrepancy between one’s expectation and the actual evidence from the world—an interruption.  Whenever an expectation is interrupted, whenever an action cannot be brought to completion, whenever a plan is not quite brought to its end, or to its goal, this emotional arousal seems to occur.  Emotions are not something that people have, they are constituted of people’s states, values and arousals.

Again, we have our preferred labels for how we feel emotionally and we perceive the experience as singular; one emotion, mood or reaction.  I believe there is always a stack of emotions in the queue and your reactions vary by the content of the mix more than by a specific emotion.  Emotions are very important and mark our relationship with the energy that produces life.  Joy to you and yours for the Holiday.


Vision for 2017

November 21st, 2016

I still get queried about opening another center with the vision of teaching grounding, Gold Sun, Center of Head and edge of aura again.  Some of you remember those days.  I have no plans to ever open another center or teach basics again.  I’m retired and playing with “larger concepts.”  Larger not meaning more complex or even more important.  In fact, I am still teaching the same old essential elements for embracing change but at a more abstracted level.

The idea of discovering your body’s potential to house a more accountable expression of you in demonstration is still valid.  I now refer to the process as securing the idea of “no” in your life practice; entertaining the idea of being “done” by securing and relinquishing the past; and embracing the idea of fully attending to another person without your bias (field) veiling the experience to encounter a plural “I”; a “we.”  No threat or fear, within a few seconds both parties automatically start to identify with their uniqueness and energy starts to surge up independently in both bodies.  So much for basic tools but faster and more connected.  We all appreciate a healthy immune system and no one really wishes to live in the past.  Another human is an opportunity to connect in a very friendly way and initiate energy running through your body, as a creation and not as a reaction.

I’m more concerned today with developing practice (discipline) around attention and presence.  As you mature in your relationship with power (the ability to exercise choice) the shadow effect (operating without being present) billows, increasing opportunity for error.  Discernment flowers faster than discipline but in a few short years it stabilizes.  A caution is wise for this time slot.  Next to emanate is the awareness of demand from guidance systems like culture and social expectations.  Humans operate by creating symbols and states.  A symbol is any external reference outside the “space” of you and a state is a template for efficient human operation.  State templates may be stored and managed external within a created symbol.  Higher states (higher brain functions) are created in symbols, update regularly, communicate in metabolic time and have wider bandwidth.  Culture is such a system and I think we can improve it.  Way too much demand and expectation on one side and very slow migration on the other end.  Learn to convert a demand to a request and you reaffirm your power.  This refresh establishes your autonomy and the seed for a less stressful guidance.

It is my intention in 2017 to establish a monthly on-line discussion of these “larger concepts.”  If you subscribe you get to listen to me espouse on an assigned topic for an hour plus; send me an e-mail with your questions, concerns and comments which I will answer; and the videos will be available for you to ponder repeatedly.  Now that sounds like fun.


Here and Now

October 23rd, 2016

What if the trends in our culture were more than an opportunity to react on Facebook?  What if this stream of data was a type of guidance or, at least, a suggested direction for the group?  This concept is part of an emergent system based on value put forth by Dr. Graves in what became known as Spiral Dynamics.  I incorporate my interpretation of Dr. Graves work with memes in the model I teach.  To grasp the nature of this concept you need to zoom out for a much larger view of life and time.

Two hundred years past, perhaps the first existentialist, Soren Kierkegaard pointed out the basic insight that man is a union of opposites, the physical body and the self-consciousness.  Near unlimited potential but not enough time in form to bring it all into fruition.  Faith in spirit or potential may not be enough and thus back then man needed an all powerful external symbol to balance the tension.  At that time we were thick in a meme that suggested an immortal deity that oversaw humankind with a promise of a reward after death to balance the inadequacy.

About one hundred years later, Freud perceived that the religious meme was coming to an end and he put together a system to prepare for the next coming step—the moment now.  He changed the old term soul to self with the goal of training the new self defined in humans to be cognitively present now.  His system has matured and expanded along with a plethora of teachers and authors contributing over the next one hundred years (Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now, etc; Ken Wilber is presently training folks for the next two memes after this cycles).  This year’s Presidential election was a demonstration of this new meme but to see this I may need to point out some components of this meme.

I like to term the moment now as the “beloved”—the state of being loved or being preferenced now.  The range for humans unsecured would be from total narcissism (I love me) to near phobic obsession with a project or a service (my work is very important).  A secured individual would be a resource (a go-to person) due to their presence and their secured state of being.  To be in the absolute moment now you would need to lose your past and future.  Say goodbye to ethics, integrity and morals (all based on past performance).  I think it is difficult to trust a person with no past or future and therefore, sadly, gossip and assertions will tend to rule the moment for the unsecured.  A secure person will need to perpetually walk-their-talk and get accustomed to no expression of gratitude and very little acknowledgement from their unsecured counterpart.  We are seeing strong samples of that in our culture today and all these points were demonstrated in the recent election.

This is not a bleak picture, we have had over one hundred years to prepare and we have done our work.  Losing the old story is always the difficult part.  For a time, unsecured folks will be running around hoping someone will bail them out.  Of course, if they haven’t figured it out in the last hundred years, the next hundred will clear their concerns.  The art we need to develop over the next hundred years is how much energy we assign to the elements comprising now.  For the folks that can’t discern, we will continue to legalize pot and whatever else they need to distract them until their time runs out.  The ultimate accountability is what you are doing right now.  Be present, pay attention and secure the concept of you.


Work Camp sample

October 16th, 2016

Next year we have scheduled more time at home to support the “Work Camp” program.  Come for a visit and I will work with you on whatever topic you wish for five days plus feed you.  Cost is $650 for the focused work, room and board.  Out of one “work Camp” type conversation about the “orange meme” a guest wrote a report attached:

“Contrary to what Freud suggested, we humans operate less out of instinct and more in the realm of expectation and projection. We are aspirational beings who always have a story about ourselves and a goal or a vision in front of us. In past times, that aspiration was God. In modern times, we might call it Beloved. Psychologically speaking, Beloved is anything that is “out there” that we crave and aspire to whether it is money, property, power, relationships, beauty, charisma, health, spirituality, success, ideals, knowledge—literally anything. Whereas in past times, the Absolute was never an attainable goal for mortals. In modern times, a desire, an infatuation, or even an obsession is always assumed to be obtainable by some means. The funny thing about obtaining something is, once we do, the throne from which Beloved once was seated becomes vacant. The object is no longer “out there.” It has become something that is known and familiar — part of us –  and therefore must give way to allow some other manifestation of Beloved to take its place. In the case of devotion, the venerable status of Beloved is always maintained and preserved. Either way, the operating principle is projection. And since nothing of limited origin can possibly be complete or absolute, there’s a story we must constantly tell ourselves about that which we have assigned Beloved status. Most of it centering on managing our unfulfilled expectations. Nevertheless, to be human is to always have something “out there” to aspire and stretch towards that we might expand our range. Such is the paradox on which our lives find meaning. And so, on with the show”.   Mark L.